i m sry for making u cry again.
i guess u muz be rather sick of hearing me say this so many times, n yet end up making u cry again.
but i really dunno wat else to say.
maybe i have been too selfish, only considering my own feelings, and imposing my thoughts and emotions on u.
i m sry, i will try not to let u cry becoz of me again.

我愿意放弃每天的大魚大肉, 只为了和你一起吃粗茶淡饭



If only........

u know i will give up almost anything else juz to spend some time with u
u know i act dumb juz becoz i wan ur attention
u know i go all clingy on u becoz i wish u would do the same back
u know sometimes i purposely do things i know u don't like, hoping u would care
u know all i have been trying to do these days is to patch up our physical attraction
u know sometimes i dread to think of u so much, i have to force my mind away
u know although eventually i know u dun mean to 'bully' me, i cant help feeling a tinge of hurt
u know i can take jokes, but not really when it involves emotions

but i guess prior to this, u prob don't....

"when the time comes, i will hold your hand and never let go"
dats the sweetest promise i ever heard.
and the only 1 dat i will remember for a long time.