i m surprised too dat u will still pop by here.
ur tears is juz a short-term, momentarily feature.
once u r over me, it will disappear too.
and maybe it will be sooner den u tink.

i owed u happiness, becoz i dun tink u r really happy with me for the past few mths.
u may tink juz being with me, u will be happy, but search ur heart truthfully,
if that is true, we wun have reached this stage.
anyway, it doesnt matter now.
as wat i said, u will be over me soon.
open ur heart to others ard u bah.
coz as much as i would like to, i know i juz cant give u the commitment u always wanted.

maybe we shld not meet too often un-necessarily too.
i finally realised after yest's meeting, its hard to be friends after lovers.
u prob dun feel it, but i felt the awkardness.
i finally saw the chemistry btw u n LS dat i nvr noticed b4.
and the gap btw us.
maybe i juz need time.



yeah, it was kinda surprisingly that u came in earlier than i expected.
whether i will be a happier person from now onwards, i am not sure yet...

well, will a person be happy, if she needs to tear herself to sleep and wakes up again with tears covering her face??
what are u owing me for a long time? happiness? laughter?
if you haf actually realised, being with you is already a form of happiness, then what else are you still owing me??

SasH.



i read this. faster den u expected me to.
all becoz u took 1 step earlier den me in leaving ur last words here.
since u have said everyting dat needs to be said, i guess i cant really say much now.
i noe u will be a happier person from now on.
i owed u this a long time ago.



7 May 2009, Thursday.

This marks the end of piggies wonderland...
This marks the end of Sash & Jo...
This marks the end of my tear for you...
This marks the end of our love, yet the beginning of our friendship...

Nevertheless, I've never regretted loving you, even with the rest of my life...
And as usual, I think you won't even noticed anything that I have posted anyway...
But I still wanna say, Thank you, for being part of my life.

Always loving you,
SasH.