after i read ur entry, tears came for the 2nd time since xmas nite.
but dis time, instead of fear and sadness, it stemmed from happiness and guilt.
happy coz u loved me, and still do.
guilty coz i allowed myself to love u lesser.

dun underestimate the mind, it can make one do things which their heart doesnt wish to do.

i love u,
Jo

PS: i changed the PW to our anniversary date (in the ring).