Dear is not in a very good mood these few days. Troubled with money, parents and lack of sleep. Especially money issue which gave her a great headache. Worst, I can't be of much help. Urghz.

Anyhows, we did have fun over at HerStory on Thurs. Its' sort-of the first time clubbing with you and the first time u've seen me dancing like a siao charbo, haha. Didn't really get very drunk cuz' we only had a jug of Vodka lime which taste like only lime juice. -.-"

This pig over here can't really dance. Maybe its the music, haha. She was practically stoning the whole nite, looking at how my xiao mei and her gf groove to the music. I was very happy cuz' I can finally stand beside and chat with Rice. Even her gf spoke to me, thou' its only for a short while, but I'm really very glad that we can somewhat clique now. No more silly words like, "Damn, its' Sash. Wad the hell is she doing here?! You better don't talk to her." Oh well~~

Dear was happy that she finally waited for it to happen. Who ask you NOT-TO take the initiative earlier on?! I'm not someone who takes initiative so easily too. So, blame who? haha. Anyway, I'd already forseen it to happen on that night. And after reading the analysis from the magazine I bought earlier on, I was laughing to myself too. Seriously, the feeling is good and as you can see, I'm actually quite inexperience in it. *Blush*

Why I don't really like to do it in the public cuz' I don't like the attention seek from outsiders, regardless during the time when I was still straight or now. Not that I'm shy or wad, just that when I saw others doing it along the streets or in town, all I think of is that they're just trying to put up a show for everyone to see. Well, I guess I'm just too conservative bout' it, wadever~ =P

Right, our 3rd month is coming real soon, follow by the festive seasons. Stupid department's dinner on the 22nd that spoilt the whole thing she planned. Gonna forward it to the 19th which I felt uber guilty. The mood is just not right for the 19th. But don't worry dear, I'll definitely rush down to meet you after my department's dinner ok?

I've got something for you. I hope you like it. *Winkz*

Till then,

SasH.