i cant expect u to really understand the impact of wat i told u last nite, coz u have never experienced it b4.
i dunno how to fully explain it to u,
but i can only say its nothing good at all.
i was hoping so badly for u to call last nite, even though i told u not to.
but u called when i m not ard (not dat its ur fault).
maybe its easy for u to say "lets meet less often" becoz u dun feel much of the impact, but i do.
honestly, i dunno wat to do from now.
all i noe is dat i have to kp u away from my parents' clutches and hold on to this r/s for as long as i can.
if i sounded mean or harsh these days, i m sry. i didnt mean to make u unhappy.