Seriously, i'm beginning to be bored of being socially and politically correct. So you really do wanna know how I felt, each time you told me you're going out with this ger or your ex, or wadsoever??

You really want me to squeeze out each and every details from you before I can feel safe?? You really think that I'm not feeling a tinge of jealousy when you said you wanna go JB with your friend?? You really think I can always be so cool and doesn't show any concern to your matters??

Is this wad you really wanna see in this entry? Do I really have to follow wad your mom has always been doing, typing a very long email telling you how I feel?? I mean, we're all adults. Sometimes, its not always one party to take on the proactive role. It takes two to clap. But wads the point if the other party always put on a brave front infront of you and assuring you there's nuting wrong with her?? I'm not someone who's going to pursue the matter further, in order to get the finalised answer. If this is the answer you're going to give me, I'll just accept it. Period.

I hate typing this over here. In fact, its hurting me. Maybe we should really quarrel one day. A big quarrel might just do us good, somehow or rather.

I dunno how you'll feel after reading this. But since you prefer me to express myself more, this is wad I expressed.

edited: I'm sorry if I sounded harsh. I don't really mean it that way, hope you understand how I feel. Please give me a buzz immediately after you read this.

SasH.