Saturday, May 12, 2007
baby, i m finally home.
thank you so much for coming to see me.
i can sense the tears welling in ur eyes on the 1st day, but i know u didnt wan me to be sad, so u held them bk.
but i know.
coz i have been looking at u every min i can.
becoz i haven seen u for so long, and i didnt know if i could see u again soon.
the 2nd day u came, u were much happier.
maybe coz i was healthier.
but wateva the case, its nice to see u smile.
i missed seeing u smile.
i missed hearing ur repetition of events over and over again.
i missed holding ur hands.
i missed being my face close to urs deliberately, juz to hint for a kiss.
i missed enveloping u in my arms.
basically, i juz missed u.
i have to be stuck at home for the next 2-3wks at least.
and dat means i cant see u again. :(
fortunately, i got sum of my voice bk, so the nights wun be as lonely as b4.
i hope dat it will be the 1st n last time u see me in hospital too.
coz it hurts to see u sad too.
i will take care of myself, dats my promise to u.